" The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore. It’s caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago. The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously long forgotten about you. The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone. It is feeling the same as you ever did, even though you know you shouldn’t, because he doesn’t anymore. "this is so wow , found it in http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/ .there are so many nice quotes and all , quite meaningful too , you people should go take a look there too :D
quiz from babykyzira's blog , too bored , nothing better to do , so yeah .
1. Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do?
♥ ask the person who , why go out at this hour .
2. Do you get jealous of your friends when they're taken and you're single?
♥ for what ? lol !
3. You just won 100 million, What do you buy first?
♥ can i buy time ? lol
4. Do you get overly emotional about small things?
♥ depends what thing (:
5. If your room was all one color, what would it be?
♥ red !!! :D
6. If you were in the hospital, who would you want by your side?
♥ i dont need to say that i want them , they got heart , they'll be by my side (:
7. When was the last time you were scared?
♥ last night .
8. Do you take compliments well?
♥ depends , i wont if it sounds sarcastic to me .
9. Do scary movies really scare you?
♥ sometimes , haha !
10. Do you get annoyed by one word texts?
♥ YES , its damn irritating !
11. Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
♥ it's not really possible now .
12. Do you like to colour?
♥ yeah :D
13. Have you changed at all in the past three months?
♥ yes , i think .
14. Is anyone mad at you right now?
♥ maybe ?
15. What month were you born in?
♥ MARCH yo ! <3
16. Do you want to visit the pyramids in Egypt?
♥ no , cos when i go there , my class would be calling me eygytian , wthamburger !
17. Does anyone know every little detail about you?
♥ no , they dont know some of me .
18. What does your last text say?
♥ sgBEAT:Keriix: @Magdelyn yo o-o
19. When was the last time you went to the beach?
♥ hmmm , during camp , changi beach .
20. Do you like to cuddle?
♥ aww , so sweet :D
21. Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
♥ hmmm , i think i did , LOL !
22. Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone?
♥ yes , alot of times :X
23. How long was the last shower you took?
♥ 15 mins , always the same .
24. Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
♥ omg , how long ago is that ? if i can know , i also dont wanna know . lol .
25. Are you currently waiting for someone to do something for you/to you?
♥ nope .
26. Do you ever tend to pull off any random acts of kindness in public?
♥ sometimes .
27. Do the things you do normally have reasons behind them, or not?
♥ depends on what thing :D
28. Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys or not so much?
♥ my school got shuai ge meh ? all so buang ><
29. Are you waiting for someone to get online on an IM program right now?
♥ sadly , no .
30. Have you ever forgotten your birthday? Did you soon figure it out?
♥ lol , siao uh . own birthday also forget , go IMH liao lah !
31. Would you walk ten miles just to see the person you like or love?
♥ YES , I WILL !
32. What, in your mind, would you consider to be the perfect boyfriend?
♥ someone that cares alot and faithful (:
33. If you have siblings, have they moved out or do they still live with you?
♥ live woth me .
34. Do you watch those late-night talk shows? What's the best part about them?
♥ i dont watch .
35. Do you ever listen to music so you can actually change your emotion?
♥ yeah , alot of times .
for the whole day , i was doing the thanksgiving cards for N422 members , until now , i only managed to do feli , huiting and seanryan's ._. you know why ? cos i keep throwing paper away , as usual , lol ._. this is nuts , ROFL . retarded me .
oh well , just wanna update on what i did yesterday .
went to collect bursary in the morning , wth , was damn lazy lah . lol , so yeah , i was complaining about it to my mum all the way to serangoon cc :X lol . so yeah , sat there and waited for the program to start , they on high school musical for us to watch ._. lol ! so yeah , looked around . saw this guy that looks like ah boy ( samuel ) , like his twin siol . but then his name is edward ( i didnt talk to him but the presenter say his name , then i know , lol ) so yeah , the programme ended , then me and mum headed home .
came home , ate lunch and prepared to go out . went to woodlands centre to shop for clothes , bought 1 denim skirt , 1 three quarter jeans , 2 tee shirts , one black top ( damn nice ! ) , black waist belt and a black and grey striped cardi ; my sister paid for everything except the cardi , my mum paid for the cardi (Y) nyohoho , i didnt have to spend money , hiakhiak !
so yeah , ate lunch there and all . went to my uncle's house awhile to clean up abit , bought food for him . was watching teevee , forgot what name is the show lah , but it's channel 8 the ping pong show , omg lah , the guy damn cute ♥ ! nyohoho ! :B
so yeah , went to novena for dinner , yummy korean restruant ( i think ) , some korean food , damn nice :D ate this tom yam soup with rice (Y) damn nice ! so yeah , spent hundred plus on the food ._. damn ex lah , and omg , the waiter / cashier was like damn cute can ♥ ! omg , i love his hair , and he's smile so ... wah ! hahahahahahaha , crazy ! but he was dann cute can ! he was like " thank you , please come again " then he smile , omg cute shit lah ! HAHA :B
so yeah , went home after that , lol !
got this quiz from kyzira's blog , not in a really good mood now , so yeah . do quiz might cheer me up :D
Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
♥ Nah .
If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick?
♥ who do you think i will pick ?
What's irritating you right now?
♥ myself , my stupidness .
What happened at 10:00 am today?
♥ uhmm , i was sleeping ? :X
Does anyone call you baby?
♥ hmmm , not anymore . lol .
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
♥ lynnette and feli .
What are you listening to?
♥ black eye peas - i gotta feeling
When's the next time you will see the person you like?
♥ wednesday bah thanksgiving .
Do you get along with guys?
♥ yeah , most of the time .
Are you mad about anything?
♥ maybe , someone that i'm QUITE close to .
Do you miss anyone?
♥ yes , i miss him alot alot , so alot D:
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009?
♥ nope , i've changed .
Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
♥ yeah , sometimes .
When is the last time you laughed?
♥ just now .
If you had one super power, what would it be?
♥ i wanna pause , play , stop , rewind and fast forward time .
Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
♥ i thought oreo got peanut cream de ?
Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
♥ nope .
Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
♥ yes , i was playing , then accidentally hit too hard .
Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
♥ nope , i'm a good girl ^^
What were you doing at midnight last night?
♥ talking on the phone with deanne :X
What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
♥ hmmm , i cant do anything can i ? i will just try to give up on him x.x
Have you made someone happy today?
♥ yeah :D
If your bedroom walls could talk, what would they most likely say?
♥ if they really can talk , i will faint and cannot hear what they say cos' im aready unconcious , ROFL .
Do you think tomorrow will be a good day?
♥ nah , dont think so .
Honestly, are you in love right now?
♥ yes , i am . but trying my best not to .
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
♥ him , and i still dont want sleep , and i wished everyday i can see him .
Honestly, what are you doing right now?
♥ im doing this quiz , facebooking and listening to songs and msn-ing .
Honestly, what did you do today?
♥ went church :D
Honestly, have you done something bad today?
♥ i think so , but it didnt harm me or him in any way , does it count ?
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
♥ used to , long time ago .
Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
♥ uhmm , idk lea :X
Honestly, do you bite your nails?
♥ used to .
Honestly, what is your mood right now?
♥ kinda sad .
Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?
♥ still got who ?
Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
♥ why not ? lol
Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
♥ him and my teddy bear .
Honestly, do your wrists hurt?
♥ for what ? i also never cut myself , siao !
Honestly, are you in denial?
♥ yes , always .
Honestly, is it easier to talk on Facebook/MSN/AIM than in person?
♥ hmm , to some people yes , to some people no .
Honestly, does anyone like you?
♥ i dont think so , who will like me ? LOL
Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
♥ huh ? lol ? what talking you .
hohoho , i had an awesome time today but it wasnt as awesome as christmas . lol , sounds funny .
it was raining like shit when i went out today , it was really heavy . thank God i wore my shorts , arbo my pants will be wet . so yeah , walked halfway , and realised that my umbrella got hole , like wtheck . lol , i didnt know kay . so yeah , the rain dripped onto my head -.- my hair became flat again , thanks alot uh rain ! lol .
so yeah , bused down to pasir ris to meet feli and ally . bought cake then trained to tanah merah , met chew in the middle platform then trained to expo . queue up together , was crapping and laughing the hell out of us . was saying about booking seats , like throw our shoes to book seats and all , it was kinda crazy lah the convo . laughs ! then finally door open , chew and feli ana ally ran , just when i was just about to run , the usher asked me to walk the other way , i gave him a -.- face then walked the other way . lol , it's annoying lah ! lol , so yeah . they got the seats and all .
went to drop ally at cch with feli , then went outside conference room 3 sat there with kai and sher and gwen , gwen gave me xmas present and some mashmallows , sat there chatted for awhile before meeting xiaojiao's friend . saw chinjie and feli and i decided to disturb him , so we say " hello teacher chinjie ! " (trying to act like the kids) lol . then saw shilin walked past . then in the end chinjie met xiaojiao's friend . lol , so walked back to the hall . thought that there was prayer meeting , in the end dont have . so went to the toilet to style my hair a lil bit .
service started , it was awesome and all . blablabla , then service ended . announcement , then send sean to chinese church and went to cch with feli to pick ally up . went to foyer 3 , met the rest of the cg . had alot of fun with feli , deanne , lynnette and amanda ( debbie's friend ) so yeah , travelled down to city hall , couldnt really balance in the train . lol , was like 'dancing' around . LOL . so yeah , went to buy food . then feli and ally went off . the rest of us walked to explanade , sat down to eat . omg , the curry i bought was like damn oily , disgusting . didnt finish it , threw it away .
then went off with weeshen and qianjun ( she went to buy drink , but she followed me to the station ) then i trained to hougang and then bused home . called deanne , lynnette , huiting and candice to chat for a lil while before i wen to wash up , and then tadah , i'm here . lol .
first things first ,
MERRY CHRISTMAS ! hope that you people out there are enjoying yourselves ! have a blessed year ahead ya ! <3
hate my com manszx , it's getting slower and slower and slower , tsk ! so yeah , i said that i'll be blogging on sunday but since i can on now , might as well blog now ? hahaha !
so yeah , had a super long and fun-filled christmas this year ! :D hohoho !
met huiting , candice and weeshen at tampinese yesterday , they did something that kinda made me pissed off , so yeah . wanted to watch alvin and the chipmunks de lo , in the end the queue was too long and all the tickets are selling fast . so didnt watch in the end . walked around aimlessly in the malls there . tried going around to find my santa hat , but i couldnt find it , bought a bracelet instead . so yeah , waited for kaiwei and siewxing at faceshop , they were late for half an hour -.- okay , then we trained down to expo , queued and crapped alot with siewxing and kaiwei .
then finally we can go in , went to the toilet , had alot of fun , went to get santa hat for the both of them . service started , really awesome , drama and all was really nice . i dont know why , i keep laughing with siewxing and kaiwei for no reason . the drama was really touching and really funny , especially the heineken beer part , laughs ! hope siewxing and kaiwei had enjoyed themselves . kyzira reached late , then she cannot come in ._. hall too packed , even the overflow rooms were totally packed , so they went to FCBC instead . sorry :X
so yeah , walked to expo station and waited for the rest , trained to clarke quey and feli , huiting and i was singing like some crazy people , lol ! then siewxing and kaiwei went home . went to the riverwalk , had an awesome overnight prayer meeting ! :D we had breaks in between and all , had a great time fellowshipping and praying together lah , really helped me alot ! :D
finished at like 5 plus , walked to mcdonalds' for breakfast . crapped alot , was telling lynnette something damn funny , LOL ! and was crapping alot with debbie and qianjun . and got one part , debbie was comparing height with lynnette and all . i say : " aiya , nevermind la , nowadays the guys are getting shorter and the girls are getting taller ! " , LOL . then sean turned and gave me a very funny face , HAHA ! he's admitting that he's short , hohoho , damn funny .
so yeah , walked back to central to take bus , bused home with feli , chinjie and jasmine . reached home at nearly 8am . dead tired by the time i reached home at like nearly 8am , so tired after i reach home you know . hahahah !
oh ya ! thanks deanne , feli , lynnette , ting ya , weeshen , debbie and candice tay for your cards and letters (you're all so sweet ! :D) and thanks deanne for the cookies , zexun for the snacks , weeshen for the hp strap , feli for the snacks , debbie for the eyelashes , candice tay for your heartshape thingy and ting ya for your candycane . hahaha , awesome people ! :D (did i miss out anyone ?) then my christmas present from my sis and bro-in-law , red colour crampler bag ! woohoo <3
hohoho , merry christmas people , God bless ! :D
